25M looks like im failing everywhere
Lets start from the beginning.. i moved in a new country because i didn’t like my job and life was becoming too repetitive.. i was also still living with my parents (24M)
After i moved in this new country alone (already with a new job as a software developer) things started to be exciting, but they slowly went down.. i had no gf (never had crazy experiences) and no friends.. but after 4/5 months i found a good group and from there things started to go really well.. job was very chill, i had fun every weekends , starting to have some experience with girls and i use to enjoy every moment.
Then suddenly, as soon as new year came.. things started to go bad.. i got laid off and i had to change my apartment.. i procrastinated and i had a job interview only today (after 3 months of the layoff) and it went so bad that it made me start thinking if a have to completely change career.
I always wanted to have something mine.. but never succeeded.. tried content creator for fitness content, failed.. tried a personal project development, failed.. im also really into fitness i spend 5 times/week training since 3/4 years and sometimes i even avoid some social moment because staying in the gym break my day.. sometimes it takes me 2,5/3 hours + the time for eating all the food that i need too…and right now i feel lost.. last time i had experience with girls was probably 4/5 months ago, i look at my physique and say its shit cause im bulking and i dont have the definition that we see on social media…i got no job and i think is impossible for me to get one because i know more superficial programming than deep definitions.. what should i do?