Looking for SP motivation
Hi all,
I am just fresh off of my SP breaking up with so that he can work on himself and his mental health.
I feel so upset, in the last five months his family has gone through a serious incident and they rely on him to fix everything, as well my anxious attachment flared as he threw himself into work to deal with the anxiety and so I got super anxious as he withdrew. This started a lot of fighting for a month and finally on Saturday he ended things.
I'm devastated, I just don't know what my self concept is that caused this and I don't know how to even fix this.
I want to manifest his family circumstances getting better and him and me becoming securely attached. I just want him back, I want him to chose me and tell me he can't live without me. Right now I'm so heartbroken I can't even out a positive spin on anything I feel sick to my stomach I can't even eat let alone be positive.
Has anyone manifested from a place like this?
I'm so sorry to be negative I'm just so lost.