u/ElusiveReclusiveXO

so, my main personality, my apparently normal self, is a highly compassionate and supportive adult. but there are parts of me that still reacts as a small child; immature, vindictive, jealous and a lot of envy towards those who are better off than i am (esp if they come from money and/or have family). this esp when Ive been drinking. I have to isolate more than I want because I cant always control what comes up. I notice I hurt others who actually mean something to me. its extremely frustrating.

how do y'all handle friendships with a fragmented self?