So I m going to complete my graduation this year and for last 4 years i haven't done anything for my future or my career. I am a good student i scored 92% in my 10th then corona came and then my 11th went into lockdown .
Didn't study in 12th but got lucky and scored 83% ( my batch gave exams 2 times in 12th) . Then I went to Delhi for 8 months for SSC preparation with a graduation degree going distance or open you can say.
Came back from Delhi and I am doing nothing for past 3 years just playing games not even studying now. I started a yt channel and have 1.5k subscribers on it but stopped posting for months.
I learnt editing and improved my physical health and that's it .
My family have connections with crimin\*ls and politicians and i can easily get into any government jobs ( I am confident in my studying stuff also) but I don't want that and recent government exams leak had also put my mindset into not prepare for exams because in the end they will get leaked.
Recently my mom has started to pressure me to get into government jobs as soon as possible so that I can get married easily and even if I don't qualify we can get help from this MLA or that MP to get you into Police or any other government jobs but I am denying that because I want to be earn by staying at home but recently I am started to think about my mother's advice and starting to getting into studying again but every time I try to study i try to find ways to earn online or earn from home .
What should I do. Should I start preparing for government exams or is there any other options for me ?