Do you stop being scared?
Ive only been on like 10 head but I keep getting scared before my rides. Ill ask for them to get me something to ride, but when theres only a couple people left before my turn, I get freaked out and nervous, once i'm in the chute im trying not to think about what might happen and just on staying up on my rope and tucking my chin and everything, but I still have to just force myself to nod, but once the gate is open its all gone and im having a great time, my mind is clear and I can focus on what i'm doing, and once i hit the ground i immediately want to get on another, but after 10 or 20 minutes I dont want to as bad and get butterflies in my stomach and want to push back my ride for as long as I can, but again once my ride is over I want to get on another.
Are you supposed to feel like that? does it go away, and if it does, how can i make it go faster?