u/Emergency-Tart-1330

I don't know if it's symptoms starting up early or just my nervous on edge self because of the whole thing but I threw up 3 times at work and ended up having to call my mom to pick me up

She knew then 🥹

She's excited and happy, boyfriend still panicking but has my back, not fairly excited about baby but it's all really early and new and a shock so I'm sure he'll come by

Went to my regular physician and he helped me set up an obgyn appointment for this week because no doctor I called took me in

He also took blood work for vitamins and all that, HCG and will confirm pregnancy for my workplace

Got a doctor's note for the next 2 weeks so I can be home and just calm down for a bit 🥹

Tomorrow I'm announcing it to dad with a little box, weekend we're going to go over to his parents house and announce it to his mom

It's becoming real!

Excuse my BEAT UP nails, I ripped my fake nails off along with like half of my natural nails they look gnarly

Top test ist yesterday, bottom today

So crazy, unplanned, doesn't seem like real life yet

I'm having mixed feelings but mostly feeling happy about it 🥹

Thank you guys for the support on the previous post and the kind words all commenters had for me, you truly calmed me down a ton. So crazy how internet strangers can have a positive impact on yourself when you can't figure out your emotions on your own yet 🫂

The progression from yesterday is crazy.

First test in the morning I took yesterday BARELY had a line, it was a hint of a shadow that I threw away because I thought it was just an indent/shadow but somehow I got the feeling to retest in the PM on and there it was, a faint line, but a line. Stronger than in the AM.

Think I've taken 5 tests just yesterday because I was in disbelief.

Still in shock, I'll wait out what this brings me.

I think this is the fifth test I've taken today, all positive.

I was on birth control and missed a dose, noticed later but thought the chance of pregnancy was still slim? Yea, wrong

I can't lie even though I'm scared I'm pretty excited. We're still fairly young (both 21) but I just have this feeling in me to protect it even though life has just thrown this at me.

I was in an abusive relationship at 18 and fell pregnant and have been coerced into an abortion at that time. I've regretted it since and promised myself that next time it will be my choice to decide.

I'm scared, father is not fairly happy about it and keeps complaining about how young we are and trying to google chemical pregnancies in front of me and asked me several times if it's one(?) and telling stories about his cousins ex girlfriend past abortion (?).

He does say he loves me no matter what but it really uneases me.

I'm not particularly happy about an unplanned pregnancy but also do not want the pressure of it getting on me like that when I'm nervous and scared too, man I'm having a hard time believing it, it's early.

Sorry for the rant, emotions all over the place.

I hope whatever happens it goes well.

all within timeframe i am FREAKING out i was not trying to conceive idk what even to feel what am i gonna do????