clat 2027 Vent
It's currently 2:39am as I am writing this, i can't even sleep because of how stressed I am.
A little context, I turned 18 last month. I finished 12th grade this year. I wasted one year, i repeated 11th grade twice cuz the first time it was science, I was lowk mentally fucked during that time. I didn't want to take science just because my parents expected me to. So I started failing classes on purpose, then I took commerce. I did quite well.
Now about clat, I wanted to start preparing for clat back in December. It took me a lot of convincing for my parents to agree. I got into a coaching centre.
It was going well till it was time to pay the fee, my dad paid the first installment, but the next one he took one and half month to pay it (mind you he's loaded). Now it's been a month and he still hasn't paid.
It's making me really anxious, I'm also losing my mind. I'm lowk spiralling.
I'm so behind, so so behind. I asked him a lot of times and begged him even. I feel like it's too late. I don't have any friends who are giving clat to help me with the studies.
Now it's been so long im not even sure if I want to give clat anymore.
I feel very lost and I don't know what to do