it is beyond of my temper to accept that I cant understand English
it is beyond of my temper to accept that I cant understand English or any other language as much as I can understand my native languages such as Kazakh and Russian. Even a pinch of thought that i am not able to feel English, taste its flavors, touch it makes me feeling all bad emoushions. Right now i tried not to look at Chat gpt and write my feelings on my own. It has been clouse to a year and half since i started taking english seriously cuz i wanted to see something new, just watching and consuming all the stuff i love in english makes me feel refreshed. Sometimes i write or speak really well it really depens on my mood and mental stability but i want to acqure english in a way that i can use it regardless of times wether i feel good or bad, i really feel envy towards people who can speak and use english or any other like they are natives, what about you guys?