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(Ive never posted on reddit so idk if this is tw worthy)
Hi everyone
(20M) I’ve been on fluoxetine 20mg for 53 days and so far I’ve felt fine only experiencing a few physical symptoms and some mild anxiety.
I saw great effects on rumination and general sadness and life actually felt worth living
However these past 2 days have been like hell, I had a full on emotional breakdown and started sobbing and getting some intrusive suicidal thoughts, i just feel worthless.
before i started fluoxetine i would always have nights like this, they werent this extreme and usually id wake up the next morning feeling good and wondering why i was being so dramatic the night before
this time around i woke up and the thoughts are still there I’m on the brink of tears constantly and my heart aches i just feel terrible and have no will to live
My next appointment with my doc is in 2 weeks
Has anyone experienced this? Does it pass and is there anything i can do to alleviate these symptoms?