Idk
So recently I had to move back into my mom's RV with no electricity no water mind you I paid for the RV and I bought it and I bought the land with my own money but because I was an adult at the time I could owned it with my mother and she took over the lease and did a bunch of legal shit and pretty much wrote me out of everything and so I've been living in the RV until my husband told me that I could live in the apartment with him and then he just kicked me out because he has to go to California and he thinks I'll be able to figure out shit on my own I don't know what to do I it's been 5 years since I last finished all my old spots I was living on the street I it's been 5 years since I last finished all my old spots I was living on the street since I they're all long gone I can't find any of them but at the end of the day I would have figured out shit by myself I can't I don't know what to do anymore I'm at the verge of suicide because at the end of the day I lost my group I lost a few people that actually were as unhinged about life as I was there's nobody in the tunnel anymore