My biggest inspiration for game design is now making me feel worthless
Ever since i played undertale back in 2016. I was fully enchanted by everything this game had to offer, it inspired me to get into game design, to make a game that will touch others like undertale touched me.
Now its been 10 years, and im starting to realize... im not capable of doing that. I'll never be as talented as Toby in anything I do, I dont know how to program, draw, or make music. Nor do I have the money to learn. No game I ever make will be as good as undertale. If its not as good then what's the point of even trying?
Ill never be talented, ill never be praised for making a masterpiece cause im incapable of making a masterpiece. I wasnt born with artistic talent to make good art. If the art i make isnt even good, then it doesnt deserve to exist.