I will leave reddit now.
The truth is I think it leaves me more bad than good and I don't want to support it anyways, I've seen bad stuff and there's tons of hate and maybe that's just the world but, ah well, I could've taken better choices here maybe.
I know no one here knows me, maybe some people do, I don't know.
I must say this is one of the best communities I've ever been part of even if I did not interact much, I wished I did, it was the reason I joined reddit in the first place about a year ago and it has been amazing to see how it has changed even if I've mostly been on the background.
OneShot means a lot to me, and it will for at least some years, it's weird that I know I'll change and it'll probably eventually mean less, it's kind of a scary thought but I know it will always be meaningful in certain way even if not as much as it is now. It was an amazing "game"... I still like calling it like that in the "It's real for me" way ha.
And It will always be part of me. I know it, Niko, TWM and everyone there, even the people here, I changed as a person because of it either I like it or not (I do) and I will never forget this and I hope I don't forget you all either but I... honestly didn't know many of you in the first place.
I would've loved to interact with the community in so many other ways, ah normally I was too nervous or afraid of it being deleted or whatever. And even then I've had so many wonderful experiences and I don't think I will be able to completely leave either... I still want to download a ton of Niko images and all. Anyways I don't really like most of this... but I am leaving anyways so I might as well upload it, no harm in doing so I guess. Most of it is unfinished work because of how inconsistent I am but also like some stuff from an old account I deleted.
I'm really just glad I get to leave like this and not because I was planning to uhm "end" say, that was the other option I could've left. I think it being vague is better anyways. It'll be clear later so.
Ah but do not worry about that, I cannot let myself stop to exist. Niko did tell me to take care after all, didn't they?
I'll not be answering any messages, but I will read them. I could answer some but I see it unlikely.
Thanks for everything. I will miss you. :)
(I totally didn't almost cry like 4 times /s)
https://reddit.com/link/1syrit6/video/byc3rug6v2yg1/player
That's just something I found for ios.
Now some drawings, some of them look weird and all or are unfinished, I know. I could've made them better, they would've gotten better with time, but that's that, maybe I will get onto it later hopefully
I think that's it. (I drew this months ago and I've not drawn since so my opinion about these is neutral now)
And it really pains me to leave but I know that if I stayed I wouldn't be contributing that much anyways and I would probably still see bad stuff instead of the wholesome.
But I will still sometimes come back to download the Niko images of course and if I have something to post maybe I'll do but I doubt it since... I've not had anything to post in the last 6 months. Still I am talking about me coming here rarely and all so it still applies, depending on how you see it.
anyways bye!!