u/Epstein_Is_In_Israel

My first crack at an astrology meme. Is this a fair assessment? Any Gemini Mars able to tell me? 😼

I'll write the full story in the hopes someone is interested enough to help me understand our connection more. I met her as a child and felt an immediate connection when I was 6-7 years old. Our families have history. She was older than me. I saw her a couple more times before becoming an adult and each time I saw her I was so intimidated of her to even talk to her. No woman I have met or been with ever had the same impact than being around her.

We didn't see each other for a decade, then we ran into each other at my friend's wedding a few weeks ago. All of those feelings came back, it was like I was the same scared child in her presence. It was uncomfortable in some ways but I now feel comfortable in who I am so I felt on her level now.

There was a magnetic, electric energy that felt otherworldly. It was so powerful and overwhelming at times. Surely she felt that as well? I can't stop thinking about her so I decided to run out charts for a synastry overlay. I don't know her birth time.

I have learnt a little bit about astrology. I know that my Venus opposite her Mars, Sun/Venus double whammy, Venus conjunct Venus are some big contacts. Apparently my North node opposite her Gemini Mars and subsequently my South node conjunct her Gemini Mars are a big indicator of a past life connection? That could explain why the energy was so electric around her if we have known each other before..

I'm in blue and she's in orange. Any help would be greatly appreciated, thank you!