why is posting something so scary
ive been kinda thinking about trying to write fanfics for a while. Mostly because i cant draw but sometimes i have something very specific i want to portray a character doing in some way and i know enough about english writing that i feel like i can write ok even though obviously I'm not showing it off well here, also cause i used an AI to write in the past once or twice (though just for myself i didnt post it anywhere) and i wanted to prove to myself that i can write better than that on my own!
so today i actually did it cause i had an idea i really liked that just didnt have images anywhere and i really wanted to do it so i did and then i went through again later to make sure it was all good and didnt have any errors or anything that didnt make sense or anything like that and like i was pretty happy with it but the second i went and posted it on ao3 i became so scared that it sucks lol, like nobody's gonna see it or like it but also that i don't know if i WANT anyone to see it because what if they hate it and tell me its bad but also that i DO want people to see it cause i want them to say if they liked it! why is posting scary how do i be more confident in it!