Am I overreacting?
I’m friends with three other girls from college and I feel like they treat me like shit. (For some context I’ve been a very reserved person through whole of school and now college. I’ve always weirdly had a max of three friends ) I usually sit at the end of the row but today I was early so sat in the middle chair. They came late sat next to me on both sides . Usually they start talking the moment they sit down and I have to literally ask them to ask me in the conversation as I can’t hear anything. Since I was in the middle today I tried to make conversation with both of them and seemed uninterested. I didn’t take it seriously but then one of them turned facing me and called the other one the end how boring it was to sit next to me and misses her. This made me feel so hurt and insignificant and all the time I’ve felt left out came rushing to me . So laid my head in my hand the whole day because i didn’t want them to see hurt I was . But the moment i had my head down they started talking nonstop and didn’t even ask me if i was ok . This made me so sad and I can’t stopping thinking about it and I don’t know what to do I’m not going close with anyone else in class. But I don’t know if I’m overreacting because two of them roommate so they are naturally going to be closer to each other but what she said really hurt me . I don’t even know if I should bring this up tomorrow. Enthu cheyyum 🥲