My theory for having great conversations - Kamikaze Mindset
This may sound really stupid but I felt like it helped me & I wish to mark my territory like some Cocker Spaniel
Kamikaze Mindset, what do I mean by that?
The kamikaze mindset is like being the kamikaze pilot that doesn't get killed. So the Japanese had these Ohka called rocket powered amazing suicide planes, I just thought like imagine the balls on that guy. (Again don't like, crash into stuff after reading this)
So my theory is that you want to have these conversations where you're totally okay with crashing & burning. You want to be the guy that is okay with saying something really stupid & then apologize if you genuinely feel bad about what you just said but don't if don't feel remorse.
Why is that helpful? Most people are disingeniune as fuck &this just worked for me cause I felt like I could just go up to a woman & compliment her without fearing repercussions. I feel like if I meet a woman & she is okay with me asking about her life, herself, I'm all set.
This will sound fucked up but I am at this stage in my life that I feel like I can just go up to some celebrity that I admire & I probably won't get rejected outright.
& I'm just really happy about this. The idea that I personally do not have to become this success in life to be happy just makes me happy.
I just really want to go up the people, I admire & learn more about them. You know, you just meet these awesome people in life that you admire something about & then you just want to know more about their life experiences & what makes them funny or good at their job or whatever.
& I'm not gonna act like this is a completely selfless move nor is it really selfish. Sometimes you just want to fill up your socialization bar like in the Sims games & you know, you just want to learn stuff from people & ask for advice.
You know what I'll go 100% here. That's what I really meant by going Kamikaze. I feel fucking hyped man. I feel like I just get laid with anyone & I don't even really know why. Like in Buddhism they talk about just being happy for no reason or something like that. Maybe that's what it is or maybe it's because I got good results for some fucking reason. Like honestly I am a really fucked up individual, like I could go on a that funny NAVY Seal rant thing about do you know who I am thing when it comes to fucked upness. Like it is almost funny to see that people are into me knowing how fucked up I am & my outlook towards life is. For reasons beyond they think I am funny or whatever, IDK
I really don't get it. Why all of a sudden do people want to hang out with me? I was super hyped couple of hours ago just talking about this now I'm all down cause I feel I just lost the fucking secret sauce & just felt like ranting for some reason. I may as well fucking delete this I don't know who cares.
It's kind funny how down or blue all of this sounds right now. I don't even know why the fuck I'm posting this but IDK?
If you get to be that guy I was couple of hours ago for a couple hours & feel like you can meet and have sex with any celebrity you want, I'm happy for you cause I'm really not that guy right now.
You know what, I hope that you can meet anyone you really admire & ask them the questions you want to ask. We come this planet once honestly seeing how things are going we might as well have fun.