I need to vent after interviews but no results
Not gonna lie but I’m feeling defeated and my depression has been getting worse to the top . I don’t know why I keep trying
I have a BS degree in Biomed Engineering from a very well known school in CA . In addition, I’m a veteran and my job I’ve worked in healthcare setting . Due to having a degree in bme , command let me to have some hands-on experience with bmet team , and I’ve earned my Cabt certification from aami with basic IT certs for networking . I know I still have a lot to learn, and I’m completely willing to start from the bottom, including as an apprentice.
I got call from this company to apply for their bmet 1, then after initial interview , they passed me to apprentice position interview , then after having another interview for that position, I got rejected the next day. Even though I express myself to genuinely interested in position and willing to do whatever it takes . I feel defeated , I still can’t seem to land even an apprenticeship.
I still get moments where I feel hopeful, especially when I get an interview or someone gives me a chance to talk about my background. But after being unable to land a job for an extended period of time, the financial side of it is starting to hit me pretty hard. My stress has gotten me to the roof that I have to go check up for my mental health again .
I’m not looking for sympathy. I genuinely want to work.
My school was very supportive , I talked with professionals in the field and all told me HTM is very hurt with shortage of techs, but I still feel like it’s a high wall to climb over to many people . I just want to have a place to start .
I’m still trying to keep my head up and keep applying. I just feel pretty sad and disappointed right now but I stay hope because hope is the only thing I have .
Thank everyone for reading this post …