u/Evening_Doctor4796

I’ve always been a prescribed flower because I used BM in the past.
I’ve experienced some big pain flares recently and also moved house so haven’t vaped as much.
This prescription I asked for an oil along with my choice of flower (Apricot Cream Cheese - I love Mango Cheese and I’m nearly out)
I’ve been prescribed Circle Balance 10:10 and I’ve never used an oil before.
I’m hoping to get more consistent pain relief from it, but I’m wondering how if differs to flower and what it feels like?
I’ll be using flower when in a a flare or to top up

I am in a giant pain flare-up. I took a break and I haven’t been vaping my medicine recently because I have moved house and have needed to drive a lot in order to get things moved. I have been really busy sorting the move and I have overdone everything and ended up in this state.
I have tried to vape to help the pain, but instead I get horrible anxious intrusive thoughts about how useless I am and everything I have ever done wrong in life.
I didn’t used to get this before.
I am in so much pain and I am petrified of vaping. I have three different types of bud and they all make me like this, they are all different and have different terps and strengths.
But the pain!!!!
Help… what can I do?