So tired of trying, need to vent
As the title says, I'm tired. More like beyond exhausted, really. I've been in chronic pain for years, pain getting worse as time goes by. At first, it was trying to find a doctor who would take me seriously. Had to change job because I cant stand for too long anymore due to pain. Now I can't look at a screen for too long without triggering intense migraines. Tried a lot of stuff to ease it but nothing been helpful enough to keep me being reliable. Spending my sick days in the 1st month of the year.. as you can imagine, I've since then been considered disabled and unable to work, so my work insurance was covering me. Now they want to reassess my disability and made an appointment with a neuropsy, a month and a half after cutting me... ok I waited.. only for the neuropsy to reschedule my appointment a month later. I have no revenue since mid March, applied for ciph, applied for the last resort financial help (whatever that is called, im in Québec if that helps? 😅), doctor signed off all papers and stuff, and yet, they still want me to go to their office, even if I can barely walk 🙃 I was waiting on tax return to breathe a bit and pay way overdue bills, but since I applied for ciph, they will assess my return sometimes somewhere by the end of June.
Friends and family are helping as they can, but its not enough for rent, bills, groceries, etc.
Idk what to do anymore, I do everything I can but the bureaucracy is so intense...
If anyone have an idea of what could help? Im almost bed bound and I cant keep reading pages and pages of text with my migraines (even if everything on my cellphone is set to be the less triggering possible, I had to take several breaks just to write this... 😬).
Anyway, thanks if you read all that, I basically needed to vent and if I can get any ideas in the process to not end up in the streets, that would be great 😅 never been rich but never been this deep in poverty 😬