Hello.
hi.
this post is about what happened a while back, if you didn’t hear about this, what happened was I was suddenly demodded, and had a borderline meltdown in the group chat.
the thing I wanna get out of the way is I’m sorry. I should have never done that. I am currently struggling with mental health problems myself and I am deeply sorry for the distubance Ive caused.
the truth is ive heard others bullying me in the alf sever. the example I heard was when I joined the wiki sever, somebody told ppl to not join because I was there. and in past dramas, others told me to move on. I was triggered because zh3 said I was demodded because of issues in the past. but this isn’t ever an exuse to cause that much of a disturbance in the group chat. (btw, this is no hate to zh3, Zh3 is human and not everyone can be perfect. not even the sub owner.)
im not joining this fandom again, i am uncomable with interacting with the ppl who deeply hurt me mentally. i am gonna improve myself, but they also have to improve themselfs until i join back. simple as that.
but, even then i did stuff to them that might of hurt them. I take full accountbity and I am sorry for anything and everything bad I did. I am improving and trying to make myself better for my friends and family.
lastly there is gonna be a post that im gonna make cririzing the show itself, and how to fix it, so if your curious, look out for that. (hint: the ninja dude)
in the end, I am deeply sorry for the disturbance I did. you don’t have to forgive me. I do not ask for forgiveness. but what I do ask is kindness and to be treated like a normal person. simple as that.
anyways, cya.
