need help
hi everyone
I m currently a 2nd year btech student ( going into 3rd next sem) in iit bhu ( india) pursuing civil engg. I have no interest in going into core as neither am i interested nor qualified(just barely above 7+ cpi , ik i have fucked up ) so the only two other options that i think i might be interested in is either settle with any placement that comes my way and then go for higher studies like mba or upsc( heavily influenced by my parents as my father is a district judge and keeps saying shit like power is more imp than money blah blah ), i had set my heart on mba some time ago but bcz i m a dumb mf my grades have gone down and my mental health has taken a real hit ( there are days when i cant even get out of bed ) i m really scared to fall behind in such a competitive environment but its not like i have a choice anymore i need to decide on something otherwise i fear it will be too late
I think i m open to prepare for upsc as well but i am just really confused on whats right for me , so ill be really grateful if someone could give me some advice