Fear
This is my first post ever and english is not my first language. I apologize if something looks off.
To make it short:
I can't let go of fear. It has become great part of my life and I feel like can not escape from it. I've got answers in my prayers and I have experienced peace but when it comes to real life, I just can't put it God's hands. Fear is keeping me from doing things that I should or would like to do. When it is hard and things are maybe out of my hands and I just need to be patient - fear tooks over. And it ruins things that would have probably ended up good for me and others around me. It has control over my life in every sense now.
If you had experiences like this - how did you resolved it through faith? I know that I need to seek therapy, but it almost feels like a curse. Like I could never really get "on the other side" and there is always something stopping me. If not fear, others, when others don't do it, fear... And I always give up. I feel like I should trust God more it is so strange to do it.