i hate the indian education system
i am so beyond done with all this, for the past 9 months this education system has taken every ounce of energy i have. first off with this horrible mismanagement of cbse - i got 94% and after checking my papers, its clear to me that i should have gotten at least 96-97%, but i hold no hope of that happening. that already fucks up admission into my fucking college backups - bcz in this oversaturated ass country no college even mid tier local colleges dont accept anything below 99.99% and god this stupid nta i have had it with this country. from the 28th to 31st to now 6/7th? not even confirming at one go? im so anxious about my admit card. what if it just hasn’t been updated and i dont go to the exam on the 31st and miss out. ik im being paranoid but this has gone on too long and i am beyond tired. on top of that all this for what? only to get fucked over by normalisation. to get into indias top colleges which granted are prestigious and amazing and soo fucking hard to get into, harder than top colleges of the whole fucking world. oh but sorry they wont have ACs or proper functioning fans or good infrastructure. but at least youll have the tag. i have to watch richer friends way dumber get into colleges like warwick (in top 100 - world btw) meanwhile we work our asses off only to get fucked by the dildo of this corrupted bullshitting imperious fucking education system which is good for nothing but churning out even more corrupt idiots who will corrupt this country even further. i hate this hellhole