10,000 MG a day 7/pseudo habit
I figure I’ll document this somewhere. I know I’m the most extreme case. Maybe it’ll help someone. But tonight I start the process of getting clean at home. I have plenty of comfort drugs thanks to a local Kratom detox specialist. She was very clear I would STILL FEEL IT. I haven’t tapered at all. I’m not mentally strong enough. I eat 10 of the Lucid proprietary 1000MG packs. Who knows what the combination of chemicals even is but it’s the absolute strongest locally. I ate 10-12 a day. But I’ve developed a seizure disorder from my usage. I was diagnosed epilepsy and it all started right at my heavy kratom use.
I started with just capsules8 years ago. I slowly worked up to 90 caps a day. Full blown grandmal seizures started then. Long ones. 5 minutes each. I’ve had a broken nose twice. Fractured jaw. 30+ stitches around my eye. Fractured orbital. God knows how much brain damage came.
But I managed my addiction socially and financially. I got a lot of comments about being tired but with 3 kids and a business no one dug into it. Except my wife. Who knew and despised it.
Everything was okay until the concentrates. 7-OH and Pseudo turned it into a $200 a day habit. It went on for 2 years. I can’t keep going. I’ve had 2 major seizures in a week, it’s normally once or twice a year. I have 3 kids and a wife and a business. So tonight I’m going cold turkey. I’ll keep a journal. Here are my comfort meds
Ceraquil. 4-.5mg klonopin. 6-10mg Valium. I plan on using these for the first 2 days. Buspirone, luceymera? I think. It was $2500. Some new magical detox drug. Roblox in. Tizanidine. And a bottle of suboxone I have no plans on using.
My last dose was 3:00PM today. It’s almost 8:00. Will post when the action begins. I do know subs will 100% cause precips. Been through it 3 times.