u/Fallenpaladin5

I (25M) am blue, she (26F) is orange. We've been platonic friends for a while (4 years), she knows I like her but just contains it as friends. Our connection has made my life a lot better over the past few years. I enjoy having her in my life even as a friend because I always feel good and happy around her (even though us wanting different things rn can cause me some pain), but if she's never going to want more than that I should probably start accepting reality.

It's a shame because there's a lot of positive things I haven't experienced with others, so it'll be really hard to let go.

I also want a lot of closure / certainty but she's more in the moment / unpredictable. Idk, can someone tell me what's going on lol