how is everyone getting high scores?
i guess all the hype was fake....and it was an easy paper? i did not feel it easy..everyone in my coaching got less...even toppers who got around 400 500 ranks in mains are getting 200 type of scores...... and the people with 99.6 , 99,5 99.4 type scores are getting 120 to 130 (123.128,126...many more) i myself getting 124.... so was it so easy coz i m feeling too down rn. adv was the only thing for me.... i cant show my face infront of my overachieving brother he cracked it 7 years ago and after that i got to know how was it to crack an exam like that when u will be praised by ur father and he sees my brother with such eyes full of pride. i cant call myself a good son....i guess i successfully wasted my father's money. May be i m not good enough for anything.....till today i was okaiesh that i will get under 8k and go to decent tier 1 iit. i guess everything gone now...i guess god doesnt help the one's who need it most.. my father was expecting to call myself an iitian sadly i couldnt give him the chance. i m just a random piece of crap on this world rn.