Bad breath ruined my life.
I’m 31 M and throughout my life I have been thinking why don’t I have any friends in my life? Why do I sound wrong to others in whatever i speak? Do I speak nonsense? Am I not matured enough for my age? The problem was never about what I spoke! It was about how people felt when I opened my mouth to speak. DISGUSTED! It was and it is disgusting. I have had bb since childhood. Whenever I see someone carry small kids to play with them, I cry! Cause no one in my life picked me as a kid and chose to play with me. In my school days, I always hated a guy called k******k from my class cause never thought about how the other person felt. He always teased me that I had a bb. I even had a teacher who hated me for no reason (but now I know the reason) and scolded me hit me every time in front of the whole class. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR. My own brother teased me every single day for my bad breath. But why were my parents least bothered about it? I have run out of tears. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR. THIS IS SO WRONG. I AM SUFFERING FOR NO REASON. I MADE NO MISTAKES. I HATE THIS LIFE. In my college days I remember people pushing each other not to sit next to me cause no one wanted to sit next to me. But WHY ME? Why do I have to suffer all these? This is so bad. At times I feel being dumb & deaf would make my life easier.