Frustrated and scared
Hi everyone, I will try to keep short! I have been in flare for 3yrs and been on numerous medications. They all seem to be failing me or giving me severe side effects. I’m on entyvio that started to fail so doc put me on azathioprine as well. Well, I had bad side effects to azathioprine but pushing through it but I’m still flaring ugh. Now my bloodwork came back worse than the last time? Doctor is switching me to omvho but said this was the last med to try then he needs to refer me to surgeon. I’m really scared bcse I feel like I’m doing something wrong?? My doctor said he hasn’t referred anyone to surgeon in 30 yrs. What’s wrong with me! I’m doubting that this omvho is going to work! Just for the fact that once I get loading dose I get little better but then go to maintenance dose it’s starts to fail lije it’s not strong enough? I’m totally scared I’ll have to have colon removed! I love fitness and the gym and have been dying to get back I’m scared surgery will indefinitely keep me from yhe gym. I just want my life back I don’t want to feel like shit no more!