Is it possible to introduce myself to Lucifer and have a conversation with him through meditation and enn chanting?
Hi! Sorry if this is a silly or stupid question, but I was curious as to wonder if would be probable for me to contact Lucifer and interact with his sprit body (such as seeing him and hearing his voice) through simply just meditation and listening to his enn chants? I have books of him that I will diligently read and take notes on, however, I am unable to make an altar for him or perform a ritual to summon him as I currently live with a strict, traditional religious family who would completely disown me if they were aware of my beliefs and preferred practices.
If yes, would Lucifer be disappointed in me or discouraged to visit me if I do not present him with an altar or ritual performance? I'm afraid that he may not even take the time to see him because he would view my circumstances as a "lack of effort" on my behalf.
I would appreciate any response as I'm a heavy over-thinker. Thanks </3