So throwaway because I’m in a relationship, but I HAVE TO get this off my chest. It’s a pretty serious relationship, but after her cheating, and us getting back together I’m having this dream again.
Also sore in advanced for the spelling errors and incorrect grammar I have brain damage because of how I grew up.
For literally the longest time I’ve had a dream about some guy he is the reoccurring aspect of my dream.
I’ve always felt as though he was a real person. I’m not sure how to describe it but it feels real lucid almost when he’s there. He looks different every time but I can feel that it’s him and he’ll even announce that it’s him. He could be a different race, different hair length, color, never height, and always the same energy kinda smug but awkward. The earliest I can remember having a dream where I saw him was when I was maybe 5 but it was less of a dream it felt like. I can hardly remember that one or even how to describe it. But the first most significant time I’ve ever seen him was when I was maybe in 6th grade. I was in a war zone and in a building and I saw someone outside through the window and where he was it looked different. The house I was in was red and there was gray smoke everywhere and dust and dirt and spider webs so on so forth. So I went towards him and it felt like a space in between the dream where it teetered on the edge of being lucid. It was white very sunny almost, there was a huge fountain and a pathway going all the way around it and a park bench next to the fountain. I remember feeling like I knew this person, almost like he was me but also not. I couldn’t see his face but he had dark hair and was white in this dream. His face was blurred out and when I asked for his name he told me but all I heard was high pitched ringing he asked for mine and I gave it. From his reaction he heard the same thing. I remember feeling like I was about to wake up so I remember we hugged before I did. Weird right?
This guy has shown up in so many of my dreams over the years my sister has even seen him. Me and my sister when we have sleep overs will share dreams for some reason idk why but it will be the exact same dream and we’ll tell each other everything that the other did verbatim. That’s something that’s always happened ever since we were kids. There was one dream where we were on a space ship and he was there and I was talking to him in my bunker room (I think I was a space soldier) and I saw my sister pass by my door notice me and come back to chat bc she was being chased. That night he was mixed with long twists and green eyes my sister told me when we woke up that morning exactly how he looked, and that he felt like me?!?
I’ve always referred to him as my boyfriend (I was a kid when I decided that :/ it just stuck) anyway I haven’t had a dream for about 5-6 months with him in it. Before me and my partner got back together I hadn’t had a dream about him in years. When we did get back together and the more lonely I felt in this relationship I started seeing him again.
(Side note, whenever he presents as white with dark longish hair his face is blurred and his voice is kinda distorted)
I had a dream about him the other night. In my dream I had an argument with my partner, and after I left to go to a different room he was there. Medium long darkish brown straight hair blurred face in a cute clean sweater, blue cuffed jeans, and red converse. He was talking but I couldn’t hear him bc a voice was talking over him about how he was stuck in a different realm. The voice was gentle and soft and slow speaking. When I woke up I just remember feeling that desire to see him again that longing to be near him again. I thought I got over this feeling and I feel horrible because I’m absolutely in love with him. :(
Help?