



their endings are my NIGHTMARE
I think besides levi's ending ( because in my opinion it's very tragic and the saddest ending in this manga that he lost everything even his ability to walk and his eye and his fingers and all of his friends and comrades and family members )
But now I want to highlight another endings that makes me feel bad , but not because they are tragic and sad like Levi not at all , but because they are PATHETIC which it's jean and historia endings because in my opinion ? There is nothing worse than being stuck in a loveless marriage like seriously that's my nightmare seeing their endings was like a torture to me because they are weird and uncomfortable and clearly unhealthy
1 Now let's start with jean's ending first
it was confirmed that jean married mikasa and now let's see if their marriage makes sense or not
first they didn't have any dynamic they didn't talk to each other at all and even jean had to remind her that " not everyone wants to die for eren like her " because her obsession reached a dangerous level , anyway it's clear that mikasa never loved jean and cared for him , even isayama said " he is nothing in her eyes " she only USED him to not be lonely anymore and he was just a second option , anyway she's still wearing the scarf ( which it embodies her love for eren ) she is still visiting his grave and dragging her husband , her children and her children's children ( which it's insane because first he is a genocider and second those children they don't know eren so why are they visiting him ? Unless if mikasa is forcing them because remember they don't know him so they don't have any reason to visit him ) anyway we see that in the afterlife eren and mikasa are like in heaven living together or something ? I don't know what to say so eren the man who killed a lot of people for no reason will be chilling in heaven with mikasa ? And why mikasa live with eren in heaven this is not how " letting go " works , if she will go back to him then she didn't let go of him !! And why she's living with him instead of her NEW FAMILY HUSBAND AND CHILDREN this is weird… it's literally sounds like cheating or something , imagine the children feelings and trauma that their mother actually is a cheater who doesn't love their father… ( it made me feel uncomfortable because when I was a child I really wanted one of my parents to love the other and I felt bad when I realized that parent won't love my other parent ) sooo I don't know what to say , this relationship is disgusting it makes jean looks a pathetic simp who doesn't have self-respect , it's just so sad that jean is nothing but a second option and won't find someone who loves him unconditionally for who he is , his so-called wife will NEVER see how amazing he is that he gave up on his dreams just do the right thing because she is so busy visiting the genocider grave , the weirdest part is that a lot of people be like " b-but it's clear that she loved him why would they marry if she's not ? " but we need to see that !! We can't just assume the off-screen romance , if we have to assume then the relationship is officially a badly-written relationship to the point that we have to use our headcanons to justify this fucked up scenario
2 now let's talk about historia
historia is way worse , first when the characters joined the scouts they were CHILDREN they were very young , and we know that historia had suicidal thoughts when she joined ( that's why she tried to drag daz with her , she wanted to die a heroic death at least she wanted the people to remember her like this she wanted them to remember her as a good person )
anyway this scene did prove to us something that historia had suicidal thoughts since a very young age and I know that her family are responsible for the way she feels but the bullies are responsible too !! Because they strengthened this feeling into her that she's unwanted and unloved because they showed her that no one wants to be her friend… making historia marry the man who made her suicidal is very disgusting like wtf !! every time he shows in she make such a miserable face and in the end the author is trying to romanticize her story by showing us that she's smiling while celebrating her child's birthday ( he is trying to show you that the story is not so bad and this scenario is good just because he draw one panel of her smiling ) because you know it's a good thing to marry someone you don't love ( this conclusion did destroy her character development and making everything she ever stood for falls ) like seriously this scenario is so uncomfortable…