Garrisons death
I’m (22f) sitting here currently watching the episode where they announce he passed. I am so heartbroken.
(Background) my brother passed away in December 5th 2025, and his birthday was January 1st. (24yo) It’s all very fresh and hard. I completely understand the sibling and how ALL the parents are feeling. My brother wasn’t close with my dad and my stepmom.
So for me I really understand Kody running through the what ifs because what person going through grief doesn’t? Robyn not “crying” the way everyone wants her to, completely understandable. I think Robyn is viewed more as a stepmomish figure as well as the other non biological moms. My stepmom was there to console my dad. She didn’t show very much emotion, she did just in private. I feel like the viewers forget they only see minutes of their lives. Oh god and poor Janelle. I feel awful. My mom was heartbroken and with grief it’s different for everyone. My mom and Janelle say the same thing “it’s different everyday. Good days, bad days. Good minutes, bad minutes.” It Truely is waves. I really wish and pray for Gabe. I can not imagine walking in and finding my brother. I know wholeheartedly I would never be okay again.
One thing I can’t understand is why they would air something this sensitive, private and heartbreaking. I think it’s very beneficial to talk about it, but with a therapist not with the world. I just as much as the rest of you, I am nosy. But this is not mine or the public’s business. I understand that it brings awareness around suicide and alcohol. But I can not imagine how hard it was talking to a camera. Anyways I’m sobbing and not okay at all xoxo