Please talk to me about 'Perle'
Perle has ruined me y'all I can't do anything at all.. I couldn't have dinner because I kept thinking about max and jean and every thought about them brings tears to my eyes and I start crying till I cant anymore shit my eyes are puffy and red like I haven't been sleeping, what am I going to do? I have kids and theyre worried something is wrong with me because i cant seem to stop, i don't think I'll ever be able to recover and move on and I want to keep talking about it at the same time I want my mind to shut down so I wouldn't have to think about what happened.. i feel like i have this gaping hole in my heart and it hurts so much like i have to clutch my chest because of the pain.. it has triggered something inside me that i haven't done in years.. its all coming back.. oh my gosh.. just what is going on with me.. I've become a mess and I'm finding it hard to go about my day without breaking down every few minutes