Could it just be anxiety?
About a month ago, I started experiencing a strange feeling, as if I were disconnected from the world around me.
While researching the subject, I saw that it could be OCD, and after reading some stories on forums, it scared me A LOT.
Since then, I’ve become afraid of questioning things and, basically, afraid of “having OCD” because I thought I would “end up like some of the people whose stories I had read.”
I’m currently seeing both a psychiatrist and a therapist, and so far I haven’t been diagnosed with OCD — only anxiety. However, I do have many intrusive thoughts about reality, especially involving other people.
For example:
“What if people aren’t real and are just acting?”
“What if only my consciousness is real?”
I know they’re just thoughts, but when I had them, they felt very “real.” I don’t know if anxiety made them feel more convincing.
Since then, I’ve felt disconnected from people and from the world around me.
Can DP/DR also cause existential thoughts in some way? Or could this be OCD?
I don’t have physical compulsions (such as needing certainty or constantly researching the topic for reassurance), and I’ve read that “Pure O” OCD can involve mental compulsions. I’ve also observed myself, and I don’t think I have those either — I’m not constantly trying to solve the thoughts or find a logical explanation for them, but the thoughts themselves scare me.
I’m questioning what this could be because, as I mentioned, I’ve only been in treatment for a month and I’m considering seeking a second professional opinion.
I’d appreciate hearing your opinions, if possible.