Maybe it was always him, Even before I knew
He wasn’t trying to be special,
Yet somehow he became my favorite thought.
Like midnight conversations, soft music,
And the kind of feeling you can’t explain properly.
Sometimes he’s chaos,
Sometimes he’s comfort,
And somehow I keep finding myself
In the middle of both.
The scary thing about him
Is not his smile or his eyes—
It’s the way he makes ordinary moments
Feel important.
A single text changes my mood,
A single laugh stays in my head all day.
And suddenly I understand
Why people write poems about someone.
Maybe he doesn’t realize it,
But he carries this strange warmth—
The kind that quietly fixes parts of me
Without even trying.
And if I’m honest,
I think a part of my heart
Started choosing him
Long before I noticed it myself.