u/Firefighter_Certain

I genuinly am going insane. I am a player between 1150 and 1250 been like this for awhile. Recently just traveled to UK haven't played for a week. Which shouldn't matter much seen as I sometimes have month long breaks. But since I've been here I can hardly win a game I am now 850 elo I seem to be doing everything wrong how can someone possibly lose this much elo in matter of 3 days it's driving me insane I'm now blundering hanging mate in 1 I'm going mad and every game I get more frustrated and go lower and lower in elo. Has anyone experienced this before. I honestly want to close my account. I've never dropped this much elo in my life. I play rapid. White I play Vienna Game. Black I play Caro Kaan & The Dutch. I understand swings are part of the game but most I've done is 100 elo then lock back in and usually go higher then before but now I've hit the opposite.