u/Flat-Persimmon-2664

Worst fucking decision of my life behenchod writing practice writing practice bolke becha now he is literally uploading lectueres called "QB Discussion" Bro i wanted fucking practice Amit Mahajan ka bbi practice batch lia tha that was so fucking goated had my pen moving for 4hrs daily T_T

Upar se he is slacking there as well Ch2 mein he has discussed 1-2 questions then purana live class ka clip upload krdia hai the questions arent even fucking matching the latest book ptani kitte saal purana lecture dediya bina check kiye and he's chanting like krdo like krdo nigga im watching in the fucking app and I DONT HAVE TIME FOR SHIT.

"WRITING PRACTICE" batch mein QB discussion hai 20 hrs ka. Yeah. Discussion. Actual WP is 7-8 hrs if im not wrong usse zyada toh youtube pr hi dala hua hai.

Mat lena bc im warning its so fucking shitty alteast ek aadh test series dete toh justify hojata

Rant over thanks for coming to my ted talk

i was talking to my sis

she slapped on my face and ran away laughing my mom also laughed billi ki trh bhaagi

it was humiliating i behaved normal for 5 mins and went in with food i couldnt eat lunch it was humiliating she is 7 years younger than me

so i left lunch plate outside

My parents always take her side

now they are saying tera exam hai tu bahar kyu aai

exam dena hai ki nahi ab drama krri hai

how the fuck would i know she is gonna slap me as a joke it was not hurtful but chatt krke awaz aai thi and my dad even said koini kha le exam hai uspr dhyan de

now my dad came into my room khana kyu ni kha rhi i said usne humiliate kia he got angry KYU and all i was like bhai thappad mara muh pr its fucking humiliating im so frustrated now my dad called her and i slapped her back hard on right cheek

my dad said hogya? aur randirona karna hai kuch?

WTF NOW I GOT ANGRY and started simply crying

i was crying and solving audit

my dad came again ro kyu rhi hai i tried ur method of shutting down and not responding it just angered him more i was ignoring him and he said mai upar se kood jaunga teri kitaabein phaad dunga hath judwa le tujhe ye course krna bhi hai ya nahi

then he screamed and called my mom i said randi rona ka bola issliye

mom was kinda on my side still kept showing finger and saying aram se baat kr

dad eventually said teri 2 kaudi ki aukat nahi hai because i said merese muh mat lago just dont talk to me in my exams

he did say sorry but then said this aukat wali baat

now im shaking and crying more

so he said khana kha le tabiat kharab hojaygi parso exam hai i told them to get out my mom says koi 2 din na khaakr mar ni jata hai marr ni jaygi bina khaye

i went outside 2 mins later (this was a bad move but iwas bubbling and crying)

i said karo baat ab kya krni hai dad just said phirse tamasha krne agayi mene bola kro na baat ab kya hua kyu bola aukat ka im unable to focus on audit now

mummy agayi she starts screaming at me teri yahi aukat hai thappad khane ki andar chali jaa and she is showing fingers abt to hit me

i shut down dadi also shouted mat bolo usko mummy just said aap mt bich me bolo bigad dia hai i screamed mereko thappad mardia mai bigdi hu

they also kept defending my sister

tu bahar kyu aai room se (i came to ask for lunch she started talking to me normally we were joking)

tune kyu baat kri jab pta hai teri usse nhi banti

tune usko itti zorse mardia daant pr bechari ko

not at one point they said nahi beta usko nahi marna chaie tha

now im shaking and angry pls motivate me to study its my 5th attempt ghar me ladai common hai my dad is a fucking narcissist kuch bbi hota hai he says mar jata hu ghar se chala jata hu

they dont let me join library saying ladka phasa lega i only have option to study in my room

I need advice how do i study my mind keeps going back to the slap and humiliation and my parents saying meri aukat hai i deserve to be slapped

how do i study my prep is good i have solved scanners and costing also last attempt i got 50
seniors who had abusive homes pls guide me

pls can some senior help me guide me pls i need help preferably girl as im also a girl and cant be caught talking to a guy (they have all my passwords and access)

i just want someone to tell me i was wrong or right.

pls 2 mins nikal kr comment krdijiye....parso se i have g2 exams its the last attempt my dad has said he will marry me off (im turning 21 in feb)