SOLVED: I made a copy then went creative and got a recovery compass.
I di3d thousands of blocks from spawn and thankfully I know my stuff will be safe but I gotta find it. These are all the add-ons that I currently have.
ETA I'm playing bedrock on a ps4 pro, with cheats disabled.
So when I first tried to log on to my realm today it wouldn't let me because it said the backpack add-on wasn't working so I went to the marketplace and it said there was an update. So I updated it and I was able to play in my realm, but I can't get into my backpack either way. I'll post a video in the comments showing that it won't even let me place it.
So I have a Realm with all these add-ons (yes I know it's alot), but alot if recipes aren't showing up. Even vanilla ones like stuff with cherry and pale oak wood. Does anyone have any suggestions beyond deleting it and starting over(I would rather not, I have over 100 irl hours in it).