Too Late To Love Me by Miss_Behaviour Novel: Help Me Find
Accidental Discovery Jewel’s POV I stood in the middle of the living room with my phone pressed against my ear as I watched the rain slam aggressively against the glass walls like it was trying to force its way inside. It was our third wedding anniversary, and I couldn’t imagine why Adrian still wasn’t home. It was already past midnight. I had called Adrian countless times, but he never answered or returned my texts. His assistant and best friend, Vanessa, was no better. Maybe something important had come up at work. Maybe their phones were on silent. My eyes drifted toward the dining table. The food was cold. The roses were beginning to wilt. And the cake I had ordered hours earlier sat untouched, with the tiny silver number three candle still standing proudly on top of it. Something about the sight made my chest ache. I had taken my time setting up the dining room for a private dinner for two. I had also decorated our bedroom with roses and scented candles, hoping it would spark something in him tonight. Things had been cold between us since his father died two months ago, and I had been hoping tonight would change that, but now I wasn’t so sure. I quickly pushed the thought aside. Worried out of my mind, I eventually dozed off on the couch facing the door while waiting for him. I wasn’t sure how long I had slept, but I jerked awake at the sound of tyres outside. Adrian was home. Immediately, I glanced at the wall clock. 3 a.m. I quickly sat up from the couch, wincing slightly at the stiffness in my neck from sleeping awkwardly. The sound of Adrian’s voice outside made me pause. Was he on the phone? I wondered briefly, but I didn’t dwell on it. Instead, I debated whether to get up and welcome him or pretend to be still asleep so he would feel guilty for keeping me waiting and wake me up affectionately. The second option sounded far more appealing. A silly smile curved my lips as I quickly lay back down, adjusting my black silk dress in a way that revealed more of my legs and exposed just enough cleavage. I had spent nearly three hours getting ready for him earlier that evening. Even though dinner might have been ruined by the late hour, I still wanted to rekindle our passion in bed. The moment the door opened, I shut my eyes and waited. But what I heard next made me freeze. A feminine giggle. Followed by a low groan. The kind of sound Adrian made when he was kissing me. My breath caught in my throat. What was going on? Unable to help myself, I peeped through my lashes. My stomach tightened instantly when I saw Adrian kissing another woman against the door. My brain refused to process it at first. Nothing about the scene made sense. Adrian would never cheat on me, especially not in our house or on our anniversary. While my mind struggled to process it, I could clearly see that the man I had spent the entire evening waiting for had his hand tangled in the woman’s hair while hers clawed desperately at his shoulders. The same man who had barely touched me for weeks, claiming he wasn’t in the mood for intimacy because he was still too broken by his father’s death. I shut my eyes immediately again, willing myself to unsee what I had just witnessed. My heart raced violently as I struggled to keep my breathing even. “Ad…” a familiar voice whispered suddenly, followed by Adrian muttering a curse beneath his breath. Ad? My heart skipped a beat. “Why is she out here?” Adrian muttered irritably. Only one woman called Adrian that. Vanessa Taylor. Adrian’s best friend and assistant, whom he had introduced to me before we got married and who had now become like a sister to me. I wanted to stand up and confront them. I wanted to scream and ask them what the hell was going on. But I couldn’t. My heart was beating too fast, and my knees were too weak. And maybe worst of all… I was terrified of hearing the truth out loud. So I kept my eyes shut and put every acting lesson I had learned in theatre class to use. “What do we do?” Vanessa whispered nervously. “We can ignore her. You know she’s a deep sleeper,” Adrian said nonchalantly. “Or we can wake her up.” “Are you out of your mind?” Vanessa hissed. “How do you plan to explain my being here right now?” “I don’t have to explain anything. I don’t care what she thinks—” “Adrian!” she snapped before lowering her voice again. “I know you’re very angry about your father’s will, but you can’t ruin everything now by being careless.” My heart skipped another beat. What was Vanessa talking about? Had the will already been read? What did she mean about Adrian not ruining everything? Questions flooded my mind rapidly, but I forced myself to focus on what was being said. “You know what?” Vanessa said after a tense silence. “Let me handle this.” A minute later, I felt a tap on my arm. “Honey?” Vanessa called softly. It took all my willpower not to withdraw from her touch. Instead, I pretended to turn in my sleep to give myself a moment to brace myself. I didn’t want to open teary eyes. I wanted to be able to look at them both and smile normally, pretending I hadn’t just witnessed any of that. “Jewel darling?” Vanessa called again, tapping my arm lightly. I pretended to mumble something unintelligible and adjusted my head so Vanessa wouldn’t see my face properly. Vanessa giggled. “She really is a deep sleeper.” “Told you,” Adrian replied nonchalantly. “Now come on. Let’s go to your bedroom and ignore her.” Her bedroom? Was that what they called the guest room Vanessa usually occupied whenever she slept over? Was this what they did every single time she stayed over? A sharp pain pierced through my chest. “Aw,” Vanessa cooed. “The silly girl set up a romantic dinner for two. She’s even wearing something sexy.” My eyes stung painfully with tears, but I kept them tightly shut, unwilling to reveal that I was awake. Nothing would be more humiliating than their realising I had heard everything. “Wake her up, Ad,” Vanessa suggested. “If I do, I won’t be able to spend the night with you,” Adrian pointed out. “You can sneak into my bedroom as usual after she falls asleep again. Or just tell her we’ll be working late together like always.” My heart clenched painfully. Like always. How many times had they lied to me? “Hurry up. Wake her with a kiss or carry her upstairs.” Adrian let out a long breath before tapping me gently. “Babe?” My chest tightened like a giant fist was crushing my heart. He kissed my cheek softly. “I’m so sorry I’m late, baby. I got caught up in a meeting with some investors,” he murmured, kissing my face again. Finally, I opened my eyes slowly. “Babe?” I asked with a false sleepy smile as I sat up before deliberately shifting my gaze toward Vanessa. “Nessa? You’re here?” “Surprise!” Vanessa chirped with an awkward laugh. “Ad dragged me along from the meeting. He insisted I come apologise to you on his behalf.” She pouted playfully. “We’re so sorry we got caught up with work, and he couldn’t make it back home in time.” In the past, I would have laughed and thought Vanessa was the best thing to happen to our marriage. Now I knew better. I forced a smile as I picked up my phone and rose from the couch. Immediately, my knees buckled slightly beneath me. Adrian caught my arm at once, steadying me. “Thanks,” I whispered with a forced smile as I stepped away from him. “I was worried about you. Since you’re home now, I’ll just head upstairs. I’m exhausted,” I said, feigning a yawn. “Sure,” Adrian replied. “I’ll make it up to you tomorrow.” I started toward the staircase, then paused deliberately as a thought occurred to me. “I’ll check the guest room first to ensure everything is okay before I go upstairs,” I said casually. “Oh, Jewel, you don’t have to worry about that,” Vanessa protested quickly. “This is practically my home, too. I can handle it.” “I’m the woman of the house,” I replied with a forced smile. “No matter how close you are to Adrian, you’re still a guest here. I’ll prepare your bed.” Vanessa’s smile faltered briefly before she recovered. “If you insist,” she said lightly. “Have it your way.” Without another word, I walked away. My heart raced as I entered the guest room. I shut the door quietly behind me, then let out a deep breath. Without wasting any time, I put my phone on aeroplane mode, opened the voice recorder app, and carefully slid it beneath the bed after turning it on. Though I was hurt and deeply shattered inside, I needed to understand exactly what was happening between them before deciding what to do next. Then, I left the room and headed upstairs to our bedroom.