I want to complain for a minute
I have stage 3 and did chemo this winter. I moved for my treatment and didn’t have any of my house stuff to include my workout equipment.
I gained 30 pounds. Yes I could have gone to the gym. But I only felt goodish for 2weeks a month and couldn’t justify 130 a month for a gym membership. It was cold out and I couldn’t be out due to the oxyp as my eyes would start to spasm.
I tell myself you were healing and doing the best you could. If you gained weight you are alive.
I am now onto radiation and I started to feel good but all of a sudden my stomach started to get gassy and painful. I had to stop my workouts. I am working on fixing my diet. I also developed neuropathy due to the oral chemo ok my feet. (Working on that to with my doc and PT)
I just feel blah. I am mad at myself for not being able to workout and getting cancer (I understand it isn’t mu fault)
Just a kinda sad day today. But I shall be ok and it will pass.