Dropping out of one of the top 3 NLU because of mental health disorders.
I am studying in one of the top 3 NLU, this was my dream college, I fought with my parents, worked my ass off for this clat exam and was the happiest when i got into this college. Since i entered this college everything went upside down, everything is ruined, my relationship with my family, i can’t rely at them at all, tried once, failed miserably. i got my BPD, Bipolar, C-PTSD diagnosis, I have tried maintaining relationships of every kind but me being on edge just pushes people away. It’s not like I don’t want to study law or complete this degree but the college loneliness and toxicity is getting over me. I don’t have support from family due to personal reasons. I have been in therapy and on meds but it can’t work until you are at a place where constant damage is being done to you. I was sure about dropping out, missed my exams, projects everything and came home asking for support from family and they made it worse. I feel like i should not live anymore. Is there is any way i can survive, because i don’t see one.