u/Former-Eggplant-8277

I want to ask can I still be saved even if I do things that don't represent God let's skip being mean bc I am nice to people I am like for example listening to bad music or something not having patience so ik asking as long as I believe in God can I be saved srry if it doesn't make sense but that's what I mean like is it disobedience but its a genuine question and im very curious like if I'm still nice and believe in him but listen to bad music am I still saved and I know you can't earn it

So I'm worried about my mom's surgery that's on her stomach and I'm just worried because she has surgery on June 3rd and it's for a firbord that's there and I don't know what should I do and it's like I'm more worried because I don't think the doctors here are good so what should I do

So I'm not rlly worried but am and it's the same thing again the end time it's like were near the end and it's like bc of ai getting like more knowledge and bc when I was in the car with my grandma the radio was talking about ai's knowledge and it's like yes ik God has patience but it's like it just seems near and I don't rlly like it...

I'm worried Abt the end times and I'm very young I'm a pre teen 12 and I'm worried about the end times and it's like I want to live fully and grow up and grow old but I have been facing uncertainty with following God its like I wnat to but don't and I get like a hit of a pull to just watch some god videos but I dont rlly want to because I have tired two times to turn to him and it was overwhelming and I decided to take a break and focus on me and myself and friends and what i like but its like im doing wrong idk if its just from me being overwhelmed or something but did I make the right choice to take a break from that