u/Forsaken_Lifeguard84

Had to get this off my chest..
▲ 2 r/yeat

Had to get this off my chest..

The year is 2021. COVID restrictions ended and I started my first year of high school as a junior. I didn’t have a job or a car so I’d get picked up by my mom (relevant). I couldn’t go back to my old highschool because they were full and so I had to transfer to a new highschool in the same town. Before Covid, I was into white girls cus that’s all there was at my old high school but since I transferred there was just straight Latinas.

I had this new crush it was a girl (obviously) and I liked her bro but since I was overweight before then I lost weight during Covid so I was lowkey papi now Ykwim and so I was just like trying to find the confidence to talk to her. She was around my grade I think I hope and she’d also get picked up by her mom too. And so I’d listen to yeat and summrs while waiting and I’d see her there all the time and I just never had the courage to talk to her then I see her walk afterschool with some fucking dude bro and he parked like in front of me (where I sit to get picked up) and was taking her home ever since then bro and I lowkey waited in another area so she’d think oh nice he drives now and I remember the first time I saw that this song was playing and so everytime I hear this song it brings me back to when I was a fkin loser in hs.

That beat switch tho 😮‍💨

u/Forsaken_Lifeguard84 — 4 days ago
▲ 64 r/summrs

Imagine 🧐

Imagine in some alternate universe, rino had joined clout gang and he was clout beast and he started dating Tessa Brooks

u/Forsaken_Lifeguard84 — 6 days ago
▲ 2 r/Dreams

Woke up 5 times in my dream fully conscious

it was like a wave of five dreams in one. And since I can't remember any other song that was playing that it had to have happened in those last two and a half minutes, because that was the only song I could remember hearing. And I tried waking up in my dream. I said, no, this is a dream. I need to wake up. I need to somehow gain consciousness. I need to, I need to look for something to, to grab onto this real, like what I'm experiencing right now. I kept waking up and I was like, this is it. Okay, I woke up. And then I just, I just kept hearing this music and I was like, wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm, I'm still in a dream. And I kept trying to wake up. I would walk through my house to the front door, then I would lose all muscle strength and feel a force pulling me down on the floor and I’d be panicking. Once I fell on the floor I would wake up in my bed again(the dream replayed) and I’d try to make it to the front door then I fell and woke up in my bed. This all happened 5 times in a row. I wrote this right when I woke up.

It was so frightening. I tried opening my eyes inside my dream, but like, since I'm inside that dream, my eyes are already open. I tried opening and opening and opening them. And right now, right now that I just got it, I just opened and, and I, this literally happened like five minutes ago. I'm, I'm literally like, this has never happened to me, of something so, so, so surreal, so lucid. I, it was like, I knew I was conscious that I was conscious inside this dream over and over.

This also happened in another dream. It was at a dark and stormy beach. The same dragging and heavy chest feeling pulling me down. I prayed to God and prayed and begged him to wake me up from the dream.

And for those wondering, the song is A Fork In the Road - Smokey Robinson

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u/Forsaken_Lifeguard84 — 19 days ago