u/Forsaken_Statement65

Im nervous talking about this online admittedly but I cant find much in the way of advice on a situation like this, ive always been bigger most of my life and im currently around 178-180 lbs at 5'3 and ive come to kinda accept and like being fat but I wanted to gain more and im worried my family would find it weird if I came out and said so, so im trying to figure out how to gain as much as I like meanwhile avoiding an argument or issue with my family over it which is difficult considering im wanting to put on around 20 lbs to start off with here, just appreciate any advice I can get and all, also any advice for someone new to this community is appreciated