Need advice. Am I dumb or it gets better
I just finished my P1 year with a 3.0 GPA. I had a low GPA in my first semester as I came back to school after 3 years and it was hard for me to adjust with all the intensive materials.I was working 10/12 hrs everyday during that time.
I wanna do ambulatory care residency once I graduate but the exam grade is making me feel dumb. I feel I am not even smart enough to even apply for residency. I know the materials but I get anxious a little during exam and make easy mistakes. I am confident in my knowledge of the topic but exam grades just keep pulling me down.
Besides, I also had to keep a 3.5 gpa to keep my scholarship which I am loosing now, so it is making me more anxious. I did not take any loan in my P1 year and was hoping to only take in during my P3 and P4. But now I have to take in some next year. My parents have been helping out so I saved money because of it.
I have been a technician in both retail and hospital for the last 7 years. I never regret coming to pharmacy school as I see myself doing this even with all the negativity around this profession.
I just wanna know how I can I keep myself motivated throughout motivated with all of this? Any advice to
Restart fresh after the summer?