Just so tired
My bother (30m) has been sick for about 15 years. In various ways but more recently he has periods of psychosis. He currently is incredibly paranoid and believes he is completely well, even though he thinks people are coming into his home at night (security camera footage being wiped etc.) and doing things like ripping his clothes or moving things around.
Now he wants me to get a security sweep of his house for bugs and spy cameras.
I'm so exhausted by this. I'm having a second kid and I just feel so drained and hopeless this year. He relies a lot on my parents (while also treating them like shit a lot of the time). I feel so fearful for when they aren't here any more and I have to manage him as well as my own family.
I don't really know how to help. He lives in sheltered accommodation and we are in a country with a lot of social support, but so much is reliant on him seeking support himself. He's been sectioned a few times but only when he's at immediate risk to himself.
I just really wish I had a normal brother some days.