Dear person who says he madly loves me
I’m really sorry for the way I treated you. There was so much unspoken shit between us. I’m sorry I treated your love or kindness like it didn’t matter that much. I was a child then and immature. If you really do feel this way... I’m sorry, I never paid attention to it, or paid mind to it. I didn’t think someone as academically unaccomplished or insecure as me could ever be with someone who had that much love in the first place. I didn’t think I was good for anything after high school. I’m just so angry and insecure and let all of that get in the way of showing you how I really feel. You deserve a happy life and I’m not naturally a rude person. I’m so saddened by what happened between us. All I wanted was to walk the red carpet with roses towards the person who truly loves me… but I don’t know what my life is going to look like now. I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry.