A mix of venting and need advice…
I’m so pissed at myself. I’ve already done the assignment a week before, but I forgot to turn it in through online submission last night. The deadline was set for a whole week so the fact that I missed it PISSES ME OFFFFF. I tried putting it in my calendar before, but it didn’t alarm me so now I can’t even tell my prof that “I forgot” because I haven’t been able to afford getting officially diagnosed (I’m from southeast asia and even the “free” psych help here has a long ass waitlist and the specialists are pricey per session). I’ve been suspecting it ever since I started college —>I’ve had to shift into multiple uni programs and I’m in my 3rd program now at my 2nd year. The failures I incurred because of missing assignments and exams, I hate it so much.
Plus my prof is a boomer 😭🙏 she has mentioned ableist stuff during class and my classmates even get marked absent for having fever (which SHOULD be excusable with Doctor’s note but she doesn’t give a fuck).
Sorry guys I’m crashing out a bit because I have been on top of my game with other stuff yet I somehow managed to f this up y’know. I needed to vent this out. Thanks for reading the whole thing if you did.