I am genuinely tired of being treated like my time doesn't matter.
I don't even know where to start anymore.
We gave the exam. We waited for the answer key. We waited for the result. We waited for clarification. And now, after all this waiting, we're being told that English needs a re-exam.
Seriously?
If there were so many issues with the paper that a re-examination was necessary, how did it take this long to reach this decision?
And what exactly are we supposed to do with the time, effort and mental energy we already invested?
We prepared for months. We revised, solved PYQs, watched lectures, made notes, sacrificed sleep, skipped plans, and went into that examination hall believing that at least the examination itself would be conducted fairly.
Now we're being told: “Sorry, there were problems. Please do it again.”
That's it?
No proper accountability. No clear explanation. No assurance that the same thing won't happen again.
And please don't tell us that this is being done “in the interest of students.”
If it was genuinely in our interest, then why were we kept in the dark for so long?
I don't want special treatment. I don't want sympathy.
I just want the examination system to respect the students who are actually appearing for these exams.
We are not numbers on a spreadsheet. We have jobs, families, financial pressures, other examinations, research applications and entire lives going on while NTA takes its time making decisions.
And the most frustrating part?
Every time something goes wrong, the students are the ones who have to pay the price.
Paper has errors? Student suffers.
Paper has repeated questions? Student suffers.
There are allegations of a leak? Student suffers.
Decision takes months? Student waits.
Re-exam announced? Student prepares all over again.
At what point does someone say, “Maybe the students shouldn't have to bear the consequences of our mistakes every single time”?
I'm honestly exhausted.
I'm angry. I'm frustrated. And I'm tired of pretending that this is normal.
Maybe we'll appear for the re-exam. Maybe we'll study again. Maybe we'll somehow find the strength to go through the whole process one more time.
Because that's what students do.
We adapt. We endure. We move on.
But please don't mistake our ability to endure for acceptance.
We deserve better than this.