u/Frost_Ninja22

I have been missing school recently messing up the only good thing going for me my perfect attendance I’ve just been messing up in general I keep forgetting to do things or I don’t do enough I’m constantly compared by my mom to my siblings my grades are ass only being C’s and B’s I feel like I’m backed into a corner by my mom she keeps telling me to talk to her if I need to but she also is either too busy to talk or doesn’t want to hear what I have to say my sibling are the same way emotionally cornered I get it you pay bills you handle taxes you do all this stuff and you keep complaining about having to do it

But then again if you didn’t take care of us we wouldn’t be your children anymore if I had $20 every time she backed me into a corner I’d have enough money to move out of state and never see her again I take care of so many people on my own I’ve stretched myself thin leaving me to solve all my own problems if the universe works in mysterious ways I’m starting to think it’s never going to work out for me I hate so many people but yet I can’t say anything about it cause I’m a pussy

I have dreams and goals to achieve and so many people tell me I’m never going to reach them I want to be an animator but if I didn’t have that goal I wanted to achieve I wouldn’t be alive right now id probably would’ve stabbed myself to death maybe if I was different if I wasn’t so me then I’d actually be able to do something about it

Sorry for trauma dumping like that…

A friend told me I should play Celeste but I should get a second or third opinion about it so here I am I’ve played hollow knight I beat path of pain in 10 minutes but this game is and I quote “miles if not light years above that” and my friend also told me to ask the following questions “do I hate myself” “can I pay for this console” “can I get another controller” “are there any better less stress inducing platformer games” and “do I have to do this to myself” give me feedback and tell me your story